Ha, I'm sorry. I think I should say it.
I'm sorry because I over-reacted for the pictures did.
I know that I always have intense feelings like that when something happen like when I had oral (an important exam). I felt so sad, stupid, bad, I was thinking that I lost everything... And finally after some days, I felt better - even if I always think that it was not a very good oral. It was the same with my haircut in september, during 3 days I had a tantrum (is it right to say it like this?) even if it was nothing. And finally I accepted it.
Whereas I know that it's stupid to act like that, that I should be quiet something like 2-3 days and tell my opinion after that I always do this stupid mistake of talking about my first feeling.

So I'm sorry. I feel better now, I'm not very confident about myself but I'm sorry to have said that I was ugly in those pictures. I didn't mean that he's bad, or anything.

Hilo minna-san !

Hum, today I will talk about last week, and just the fact that.. I did 2 shooting with my friend So he submitted his "favorite" pictures (or well, the ones that weren't too bad for him). You can look at his gallery if you want.
I don't know if I will submit some pictures too, I will see after seing the whole set of pictures (need to see him on msn for that).

So hum... for the question he asked me after the first shooting "how was your first shot?", now that I see the pictures hum... I knew that there's a big probability that I will not like the pictures. It's not something like "he's a bad photographer" nonono. I think that it's more... real than my photos, no cheating part. And so, without cheating.. I'm really ugly, with a very bad body (and I don't say that because I want to be praised, I really think that). It looks like "not honest" because I faved some of his photos, but without looking at me, there's some good pictures.

The pictures from the second shoot are better I think. I was a bit more.. natural? It's easier with water/trees things like that, I can focus more on those parts even if I think I wasn't very good when it comes to find good pose (especially in front of Sephi). I'm sorry, I'm really a very bad model.

So... I will certainly stop taking photos of me or, just with clothes (I'm really "better" with clothes).


Ha, and I just forget something important :

JOYEUX NOËL À TOUS !
(like we can say in French, or Noyeux Joël when we want to be funny haha ^^)

Disons les choses autrement alors..

Ma personnalité fait que je suis une grande égoïste, je passe mon temps à parler de moi, à me plaindre de mes pseudos malheurs
et je ne prends jamais (assez) en compte mes amis.
Parce que je suis une conne qui réagit toujours de la même façon, qui va plus s'étaler sur elle-même pour raconter ses problèmes que sur les autres, je ne fais qu'énerver et décevoir mes amis.
J'aimerais pouvoir dire que je vais faire des efforts, mais je ne peux pas promettre ce genre de choses. Parce que je sais très bien que je n'arriverais JAMAIS à être quelqu'un de bien pour ceux que j'aime (et dont l'amitié ne va plus faire long feu vu le train où vont les choses). Quoi que je dise de toute façon cela passera comme de l'égoïsme. Et j'ai le sentiment que je ne pourrais rien arranger, comme si tout était fini pour toujours.

Sore dake da.

Just a little entry because I wanted to answer to different questions.

What do you use to take your pictures?
I took all of my pictures with my cellphone, I don't have a real camera.


Why do you not buy a real camera?
I don't have money for that, or well, I don't want to spend my money for that (and no my parents will not buy my a camera for xmas, it's too expensive). And in a way I think it could be an insult to take pictures with a real camera. I mean, I did really bad/stupid pictures and not because it's with a phone, but because I'm not an artist. So to use a real camera to do such a bad work with it, it's a bit...


Who take the pictures?
Well, even if now I wrote it in the description of my pictures I can answer to it here too. So I took all of the pictures myself. It means that there's a lot of things I can't do (you can imagine) and so my pictures are limited.


Are you studying art?
No. I'm not an artist, I'm not a art student, I'm just a neuroscientist student.

Well, if you have other questions, you can ask and I will edit this entry.

And Finally I finished my "rétrospective gallery". Haha, I'm sorry, I just posted so old pictures, and some of them were in my gallery some times ago. No news, or so few. I'm sorry for that, really.
Well, so I will see what I'm gonna post after that.. I will see. Don't ask me when I will post, I don't know.


I'm on an exam period, now I'm on a small break, but I have to study a lot so.. I don't have time to take new pictures.